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well… 1 week of CNY holidays is finally over..everyone is back on their usual routine..me..still on break….till end of march…thinking bout it..makes me wonder why the break must be so damn long…can’t they start it now?but can’t be complaining so much..after all..it got to have some benefits as well..letting me to have more time for my studies…

today..got e-mails from my far away frenz..really glad and happy that regardless..in their busy schedule and so on..they still remember me and update me their life in new environment…suddenly i feel empty…is like starting all over again..and experiencing new things…

this year CNY…i feel that i didn’t really spent it in an extreme happy mood..coz..many things occured durin the celebration..plus the trip in penang..i was beggining to think..maybe we should have been in kl…hehe..

yesterday..for the last day of holidays..my granny, aunt and uncle came to our house for a visit..it’s been like a routine for us..every year..they will drop by at our house..but this year is not that fun..coz..my cousin bros not around..so…less noises…seems like everyone had their own plans..especially my cousins..when they get older..they have their own life….didn’t really catch up with my granny, aunt and uncle yesterday..just stay in my room for almost the whole day….my granny thought that i was studying..which is NOT..i was taking my afternnon nap..even though i slept till late morning..must be the "vacation aftermath" making me so tired…till now..after the nap..watch the korean drama that my friend recommended and borrowed.."gong"…it was really nice..not like the usual korean drama..so sad…till the end…

so..today…promise myself to start revising and stop playing…but here am i blogging away…still hesitating to start..i am really the no.1 super procrastinator…

so..START WORKING WAI YEE…

well…previous blog.i have mentioned bt my trip to penang..well..here am i sharing my so call experience there..after so many years…of not being in penang…

we started our journey fr kl…at 12 noon..why so late? hehe..coz..we spent a few hours for breakfast..yup FEW..coz.we got into a chinese restautant…to eat dim sum..and there were so many ppl there…so..time for finding a table + time for the waiter to clean up + time to get some waiters’ attention in taking out order+ time for them to hand us the plates, chopsticks and blah blah + and a little time for us to drop by at 7-11 to get magazine, sweets..tibbits..so sum up..tadaa…12 noon!!!!

well…it took almost 6 hours to reach batu ferringghi..where our apartment is…why so long? 6 hours..we can even reach shanghai with that time..my dad joked..coz we gt stucked in ipoh..the air conditioning system in my dad’s car..broke down..so..end up..we have a mini sauna in the car..all da way to ipoh..so…we just have to find a mechaninc to fix it after lunch…speaking of lunch..we found a place to have the famous ipoh "nga choi kai" well..the reestaurant is famous..i think…coz..the wall..is like the famous hall of fame..with all the pictures of artists..that have been there..due to this..we have a great expectation on the food there..but end up..not really that special at all..hehe..my most memorable thing there..in ipoh is..i the fresh orange juice that i drank in the mamak stall while waiting for the car to b fixed..HAHAHA..

when we reached batu ferringgi..after several turns..that makes me so dizzy and feels nausea…at last we reached the destination…have dinner at one of the food courts there..guess…well….here is it..i was thinking.i must try the famous prawn mee in penang..although..this is not the famous spot for it..but it was just ok…i like the korean food that i have ordered..more…the kimchi fried rice..hehe..kimchi in penang..what the heck was i thinking..but..the korean food there is really nice..well mayb simply bcoz..i am a kimchi fan..and the cook there..is actually a korean..we spent the whole nite in apartment…meeting sharlyn for the last time..she came and find me..so..we have a great chat…after that..we turn the apartment’s living room into small casino..hehe..me..gambling for the very first time..YUP..first time..and believe it or nt..my luck was pretty good that nite..even my granny and aunt say that " so yau so fok" (cantonis)..hehe

the next few days..we run around..penang..eating the most..i think i am really getting fat…GOSH…my favorite place of all for this vacation..is the kek lok si temple..well..surprise right? why there? i have been there before..well..this time is a truly unforgettable experience..coz..there…i have did the chinese kind of fortune telling..where u have to wish for the things that u wan to ask…while shaking a tin full of wooden sticks with numbers on it….i did that..and..got my predictions..well..is a really good 1…my cousin bro was telling everyone that i am actually wishing for a bf..and since is a good prediction means i am going to get a bf soon..haha..my granny was so happy..hehe..well..the truth is..i am seeking for happiness and and smooth year ahead in my studies..and i am really glad..is a positive outcome..

my nest favourite place..Queensbay mall..although the mall is not as good as those in kl..but i feel is nice…the mall had a great sea & penang bridge view..at the main entrance…which i think is so cool..for a mall..shop  around..and when into the bookstore and look for some nice fiction books..brought "the five people you meet in heaven" which i have heard so much bt it..and it is one of the best seller once….

i am quite dissapointed that i didnt get a chance to go bukit bendera..coz..i have never been there…but..the dissapointment is quickly replace by a bowl of asam laksa..which is SUPER TASTY..

we end our last nite in penang by having dinner at The Ship restaurant..coz.. my granny was complaining that she is tired..she didn’t wan to go to the town again and search for food..so..we went to the nearest reastaurant..there…….since i have a bad experience once in this restaurant back here in kl..where the food is really not that nice..but this time..it is much more better..

we had our last casino nite..and this time…my luck truly runs out..at first it was too good..and end up..i losti stop as soon as i feel that itis not worth continuing..hehe…so..it did taught me a  lesson..nxt time..when i do win…it is time to stop..coz..u never know when is the time u lose it all….

posing at the kek lok si temple..

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well…today is the 6th day of CNY…here am i..back in my comfortable room..blogging away…after spending a few days in penang..for holidays…

what is the feeling of having holidays with ur family members during the CNY season, u might have asked..of course…happy right..but..to me..is about mix feelings..coz on my..2nd and 3rd day there, i was busy thinking, text-ing and calling my frenz who were  all leaving for Perth..that time..in my mind…i was not thinking how great the vacation is..or how bored…or how great the food there..taste..i was thinking..here it is..this is real..this is the time..they are actually..leaving…so…the last nite in m’sia..they do spare some time for me..gabbing on the phone..pretending that this is justa short separation..we will meet again..and laughing and joking…

but..i was real quick in getting myself back on feet again..back on the vacation mood again…telling myself….i am going to be fine..and i will get on with my life with full of confidence and happiness ahead…

basically..i was glad and not glad that i was in penang during this time..i was glad..coz..being there..it makes me think less about those -ve stuff..and i truly need to get away for a while fr kl…so.that i will have a fresh and clearer mind when i am back…and perharps happier..but i am nt glad to be there..coz..during my time there..suddenly i begun to think of..how my friend once told me..his family members NEVER EVER went to any vacations durin CNY..coz.this is the time for u..to spent ur time with other family members..catching up with each other..not to spent some time in other places..well..i am beginning to understand the true meaning of it..coz..if i didn’t go for the vacation.perharps..i will have  a more meaningful and even happier CNY celebration..by simply visiting my aunts and uncles and cousins..or get visited by them…

i’ve been counting the days…4 more days..everyone will be gone…

for the pass few weeks..i’ve been busy with my own life and busy spending some time with those frenz that are leaving..the time spent together is not use to discuss how are we going to miss each other or what is our life going to be when we are not with each other anymore..we just treat it as any other "outing day" ..after all…we are still largely influence by the eastern tradition..unlike the western..that we will just blurt out or show our emotions out..on such occation..

Is going to be about 10 more months…before we will finally meet again…and by luck and everything go smoothly at my side and life..we will be together in each other lives again…therefore..many times..i have tell myself over and over again…this is going to be the last time hanging out together…so…tell them..that u r going to miss them..at least wish them goodbye and best of luck face to face..ending with a hug of comfort to myself n to them..but each time..i ended it with just a casual wave and bye..and started saying all the final goodbyes and ‘all da best’ ..in sms….to avoid..what I call it as so called "maintaining the cool image" …what a dissapointment to myself…

but anyways…no matter what..to all those that i have never say anything to u guys before and didn’t even get a chance to meet u guys for the last time..here it goes..all da best..and take care of urself..and..dun worry..i will try not to let u guys down and most importantly do not let myself down…