Waiting For Azure - sky..

recently…my brother suggested me to listen to this song by simple plan..when i save it from him from his mp3, it shows "untitled" on the file…and when i listen to it..and find out the lyrics  and title..the name of the song is really "untitled"..and the lyrics…. trully trully trully suits my perception on my life recently…another great song fr simple plan….:)

"Untitled (How Could This Happen To Me)"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded
By the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

I’ve made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

just came back fr pharm chem class…and i am still under hypnosis….

izzit because i am sleepy? of course no..my sleeping hours is really sufficient..but dunno why..the lecturer manage to hypnotize me..in fact i think he manage to hypnotize the whole class…by only 1 set of lecture notes..

but that set of notes..is like never ending story….

ya ya i know that those UV -Visible, IR spectroscopy are really important for pharmacy students..but do they have to discuss bt the topic for so long???dragging n dragging….and…one of the sub topic…beer’s lambert law…gosh..repeating n repeating…is like drinking beer..and now feeling dizzy….:0

the funny thing is..the longer i listen…his voice sounded like he is mumbling..hahahahhaha…

well..enough..talking bt bad things on my lecturer…after all is not nice…;)

As you begin a new adventure, it’s time to put an end to a situation that you no longer want in your life — this will be like pruning a rose bush: an unpleasant (and potentially painful) task, but a necessary one if you want some beautiful things in your life to blossom. It’s okay to mourn the end of something you’ve grown familiar with, but try not to let these feelings dampen the optimism and excitement you’re feeling about the new beginnings in your life

this is what my horoscope says today..or should i say yesterday???haha

well…after reading it…realised..how true it is..superstitious me..

today..my first lab with my new classmates..well…it was quite fun…at first thought that mayb i will end up partnering with my lecturer( what a good imagination…with me…he will suffocate seeing me in lab ..imagine….producing aspirin with him….with an english slang ..that till now..i am a bit..erm..hard to put it in words..haha

well..i got a pretty nice lab partner..haha..doing most of the hardwork..i just need to tell her what to add..haha….and do the calculations…

today..finally..i have put away all my burdens and thoughts and old memories for a while..and start focusing on my "now" life..and i really have to admit..it’s nt that bad at all..

hopefully..when the results are out…i can FINALLY end everything with a full stop on all the situations that i do not want it in my life…as it says……………………

today…i came across something…"Success usually comes to those who are too busy to be looking for it." 

well..i have asked dennis about it..and he agree..hehe..well..if i have never see or heard what i know today…i will be doubtful about this quote..

today..when i was chatting with my friend..i came to know about his friend’s time table every day after class…and true enough..this quote..really suits him a lot…he is very busy studying almost most of his day every day…and..of course..success..always with him…

this makes me think…and reflect..and think…ya..true ..if u just work hard ..for just a bit……..doesn’t consider as busy..hehe..will success ever come to u????maybe the results of it..will be just satisfying..doesnt reach the stage where u can consider as success…

so is it means..now is the time for me to get busy??hehe..i better start doing something…;)

at last..is DONE…the heavy burden of my biggest nite mare is over..dun feel like doing anything now..hehe

either way.if..the outcome is bad or good..i will nEVER have to touch the subject again..of course..i WILL not think -vely…

these few days..i am quite over the moon..bc preparing for  the test..and recenly..i have came to realise..no matter how gloomy ..dark..down..sad…tough..my life is..i still have a  group of frenz..who care so much bt me..

till the stage..i took so much from them..but..i did not give back as much..i hope that…they will understand..in the future regardless what..how bad and stress..or tough my life is..i will always be there for them as well…