Waiting For Azure - sky..

why can’t for once i have a peaceful student life for this year? this uni always creating some problems which are not supposely handled and worry by students..i just dun understand…why can’t the 2 departments communicate with each other without bothering the students….as if like we dun have other things to worry about….

the management is just so poor…in the same uni..diff department..no communication and updating with each other AT ALL….as if like the uni is very BIG????!!!DUH….

just bcoz the location of the department is not the same…can’t they use phone?????

i am just so fustrated that "THEY" always manage to create the same problem EVERY SEMESTER…..

what kind of stupid system is that….

i am having some dilemma lately…i am not sure what i am doing lately…..is right or wrong..

i have been taking things in my life in a rather relax and open minded way recently…regardless studies..expection on life….way of thinking..EVERYTHING..i am starting to feel like….i am too relax..and let go..not like the last 2 years..where i have shut myself up rather thightly…i am not sure if this is good or not..sure…i realised that i am happier….but will this kind of attitude makes me take things not seriously..anymore?

or maybe i am just thinking too much..

sigh…recently..have been doing nothing basically…getting lazier…and really really fed up with the these few weeks chapters on pharm chem..i thought..after my nightmare moment with chem is gone..i will never have to face organic again..but here am i staring at it…..

not that i have the right to complain…my classmates all are having 4 subjects..and i only need to cover 1 for this sem…yaya….cannot complain..but i can’t help it..

after complaining..mayb i will feel better..hehe

just came back from mother’s day dinner….went to the SAME place again..hehe..coz..my granny loves it..

it was quite fun tonite….haha..nt as expected..besides waiting for the food  to arrive for 2 hours..everything was perfect…my cousins..teasing me here and there as usual…..and being forced to drink red wine again..luckily my dad was not around tonight..if not will get nag again…haha……yaya..since my beloved cousin bro knows my drinking ability still boleh tahan..he has been asking me to drink whenever there’s any dinner gathering..this is bad..haha

the best prt of it was having the lovely ice cream cake from Haagen-Dazs…it was yummy….i feel like having another piece..but gosh..i got to stop..have to control..i felt that my face is getting rounder after taking some pics…gosh….yup….rounder since i ahve move back home this sem…not good…..

and when i loaded the pics…my beloved zhi mui dennis…told me to delete it…hahahahaha…….here am i saying "no" again to dennis..i will take my chances..haha..wish my frenz will be too nice to mention it..that the pics..nt nice..haha

but i still have my faithful supporter..susan…haha….

kays..logging out..is 3am…

opps…before that….Happy father’s day to Dennis

i think..after i had posted this…if any of the project superstar fans for this current season.read this..i will be DEATH MEAT…hehehe…

but i can’t help it????i have just finished watching it…and i was like…after the whole thing end…i have asked myself…why am i watching THIS??????the point is..the whole competition sounded and looked like  it doesn’t matter who really wins..coz..b4 the competition even started…i think ALL of us knew that who is the winner in the end..even though..troughout the whole night..the singer didn’t sounded right to me..hehe..well..that doesnt mean that the other competitor sounded really good..it was just plain OK….plus…both of them doesn’t prove to that they are capable to reach finals..well..my opinion lah…maybe just maybe…coz..i didn’t really watch every episodes of the competition..so i dun really have those supporting and emotion attached feeling towards those singers..like those die hard fan…..hahahaha

yaya..i am being negative and prejudice about it..but  the fact that the whole competition can’t seem to give any suspense and the "it" factor…makes me complaining..haha..ya..i have no right to complain..after all i am the one who insisted watching it…so..end up… i kept on switching to other channels..and in the end..i end up reading my newly brought "secret" book..instead of watching it..well..i can just simply turn it off right??but…silly of me..i am trying to "test" what i have read..by believing what i wan..that is to see the other singer win..instead of the expected one..but of course…the expected one..won..haha…but dun blame the book lah..coz..deep down inside me…i dun really believe that the unexpected one will win..

sigh..now makes..me more un entertained!!!!!!!!!what the heck..should find something entertaining to do NOW!!

well..yesterday just got back from uni from lab class…and went straight for shopping with my mum..hehe…not consider shopping…end up..brought the book that i have been searching for …for quite some time…"secret"

not sure why….i have never been a great fan on fiction books except biographies….and..i dislike motivational books…GREATLY…coz..i felt that motivational books…usually states those things that..is actually very true..and it depends on an individual to decide..if he or she will follow what it says…and the following prt is usually tough….

but this book…i am not sure is considered as a motivational book or not..but..the whole world is talking bt it..so i have decided to fulfill my curiosity & to give back some exciment in my life…:)

well…i haven’t finish with the book yet…but not sure why..as all the readers had mentioned before..the book really reveals some secret that all this while everyone knows it…and it had been practiced by some ppl since ages ago…and..this book is just like a tool..to remind u…the power of it..hehe..sounded like spiritual..voodoo…book..haha…

but…after reading some chapters of it..not sure why…i do have some positive feeling rushing in…erm….maybe i am just plain sensitive..hehe….

but the most freeky prt is….what the author mostly focused on…is actually what my dad usually said to me…so…is it means..i have wasted RM 61.50..to buy the book? while i can actually just hear what my dad said to me for free..hahahahhahahahaha

The main point on this book is something that not all of us knew about..and maybe they knew..but they just kept one eye shut..is that..OUr THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS , SHAPE OUR LIFE….so it means..we are like a magnet….what we think and how we react to things(emotions) actually attracts what comes to us…in other words..is we kept on feeling negatively…(in mind..full of "if", "can’t do it" "failing and etc)….it will just keep on coming to u…..and if u feel down…unhappy….ur whole life will just b like that….

thus..we need to positive…ask what we want…believe what we have asked..and received what we had believed (even what u have asked for is not here yet..just…tell urself..is on it’s way)

these are what the books…stated….well…i think …what it is trying to say is actually trully very true..but the hardest part is..as i have mentioned before…CAN U ACTUALLY PRACTICE WHAT IT HAVE SAID?

phew….first day of public holiday..i have enjoyed to the maximum..hehe…

went for a movie with my family…SPIDERMAN 3…ya!!!!i have waited for it for a long………….time….at last!!!

well..it was not bad at all..lots of actions..but i dun really…like the ending..hehe..as usual…wish that the ending..is happier..haha..ok..enough spilling the beans…

and…at 3 in the morning..yup this morning…i have stayed up till 3..to watch europen champions league with my bro…haha..LIVERPOOL VS CHELSEA…the most anticipated match….liverpool needs to score 2 points..in order to squeeze into final..

well..both me and my brother were biting our lips…hoping liverpool will beat chelsea…haha….we were shouting and jumping ont he sofa..end..up…got scolded by my mum…hahahahahha…

yup..at last liverpool won by penalties….!!!!!haha…the goalkeeper really rocks!!!!!!!!he saved 2 penalities….and..i have decided…he is my new idol..hehe…after all he is quite cute too