Waiting For Azure - sky..

this afternoon…heard my mum was on the phone with one of her friends from our old neighbourhood…catching up…with each other..with those "aunties news" hehehe..than…out of sudden heard my mum’s shock and curious..sound..so…i just hang around at the corner..waiting for my mum to put down the phone…to satisfy my curiosity (ya..i know i am 8..haha)

as soon as my mum put down the phone..she started to head to the store room..and looking for newspaper..dated ….(i am not so sure

than..she started..calling me…since the newspaper is in chinese..she started asking me , "do u still remember the man who sells soya bean in the market, back at our old neighbourhood" i started to scratched my head,"yeah..i think so." she started to tell me that the man…raped his own daughter..i do remember that he had a few daughters who help him in the stall…vaguely…

the man raped his daughter twice..the first time is in their house and the second time is in the public toilet in the market…

well…i was kinda numb..after hearing the news…after all..these kind of news…ocassionaly happen..if we read the newspaper..but to be happen to the people around us..though they are not someone i knew..did give an impact on me…i still remember the man’s face..he look like  a nice man..very polite indeed..and always smiling..it’s kinda hard to imagine he will did something like that…acting like a  monster towards his own child…

the news have been lingering in my mind..till now…though i do not really know the gurl..but i was hoping..she is alright..after all..being betray by someone who she had trusted so much…someone that should be protecting her instead of hurting her..must be something..really really sad and overbearing…god bless the gurl..

well…just  finish..the first episode of the new season of ghost whisperer on tv…it’s been a long time since i have stop watching it..but it was really great..seeing jennifer love hewitt seeing all the ghost…helping them..it was kinda cool although….a bit scary…(imagine if we are destined to help the spirit that haven’t pass on)

so..here am i browsing into the internet finding some cool websites..i have tried out the imagemosaicgenerator.click.42.com..it’s  a website that have been recommended in the magazine that can generate  the usual photos..into mosaic type..well…u can see the results of it..the picture of myself…that i have uploaded here..is quite a  lame website in the  sence of large file can’t be generated..so have to use  smaller size picture…and..when it is downloaded from the website….the bottom part of the picture..usually..erm….lost…haha..so u can see the picture that have generated…the bottom..prt..looks kinda of weird..

but the main..cool website that i have visited..just minutes ago..was created by  a friend of mine…it was so cool…with the gallery and her blog…and the pictures in the gallery..was so cool….

i just told her that..she can venture into web designing…if one day..she is sick of pharmacy…

maybe just maybe i should have find out another part of me..a part without pharmacy…hehe..

erm…what’s with everyone with relocating their blog to somewhere else???haha…well..i felt like relocating too..but…since i am not a frequent blogger..i think this will do…

recently…brought  a novel..written by susan elizabeth phillips, "Nobody’s baby but mine" well..sounded like another wacky, wicked funny novel..but i just need the boost..i guess..the fact that the writer had such a big imagination makes me wonder..does this kind of thing does happen in real life???plus..if it does..will it end up like what had been written in the book…well..i chose to trust…happiness is ALWAYS around the corner…well..here’s a short sypnosis about it:

a woman with IQ of 180, is desparate….for what? a baby..(can guess it with the title)but..here’s a catch..she wanted to have a baby with a less intelligent man(okay..stupid..in other words), since she is a gifted kid..she doesn’t want her child to grow up like her..she calls herself a freak…so..she need to have the "stupid gene" …. she ended up…with a football player,which..u can guess..drop dead gorgeous..with a good body..blah blah..and she thought he is stupid, like any other football player..but end up no..so the plan backfires..and the story begins..well..it sounded like the usual plot..but..it is funny..in fact i finished it on 1 night..haha..so what’s next on the reading list..erm..i have been planning to have the whole collection of harry potter books..and try reading it..well..i am outdated..i know..but i just pick up this crazy harry potter mania thing…coz..all this while..my reading list doesn’t involve this genre..i guess i just have to try it out..after all don’t judge a book by its cover…right?

sigh…2 more weeks..and my life will once again in living hell…what have i done in these few weeks???well..basically nothing…as usual the motto of my life during holidays "busy being free" thought of starting to do some revision soon..but here am i procrastinating..haha..still have time i guess…

yesterday..just went to watch a chinese movie..which is so not me!!hehe…’THE INVISIBLE TARGET"…well..why out of sudden this movie..2 reasons..are enough..haha.. 1. i am SUPER BORED 2. nope..not bcoz of those cute guys in it… in fact is the director which had made some great movies before..and i am just curious what’s in it this time…

as i expected..the typical Benny Chan movie..fighting..punching here and there..kicking here and there..killing without mercy…adding some jokes in between…throwing in some emotional stuff by the guys (involves guys crying)but it was nice…no regrets at all….

i ended my night by re-watching "devils wear prada" …well..i did laugh..though i knew what was the next funny scene..crazy huh???

today? what did i do??? plan to tag along for the shopping trip with my mum, aunt and granny..but ended up lazying on the couch..watching tv..it was like a movie marathon…the whole afternoon…with junk food…so unhealthy…tsk..tsk…

monday is here..monday blues..what’s gotta be blue about???still holiday-ing…

exam for the first sem..is done..many people expected me to do well and prepared well..but seriously..i don’t think so..have i had expected myself…which i am truly clear of it…with just 1 subject in a sem..i will TOTALLY slacking..

ya..i did study and make notes months before the exam started..but not sure why..maybe the stress is not that much and..the time for it is longer plus..it had been such a long time i have went in to the exam hall looking down on the thick question book….so..today..i did feel nauseous..haha

my parents didn’t even ask me how i did like they usually do..maybe because.they have seen me studying..plus..this is the first time..i have try to change my habit of studying..by becoming an early bird rather than an owl..so..hope it works..haha

regardless all the statements from everyone.."no problem de lah..u got so many time..u are an expert in it liao" the truth is..i am still not proud with what i have done..maybe u will say that i am the kiasu one..but the truth is..no…one thing i have change from my usual self is…i am actually enjoying and laughing the whole day after exam..even my friends and my parents think that i am WEIRD..haha..i am just happy it is over..

by next sem..i will be ready for it…this time..hopefully with all the stress..it will make me more hardworking