Waiting For Azure - sky..

well..after " missing" for quite some time..here am i typing away..expressing and complaining about my life

the past few weeks have  been so crazy..with the never- ending tests…studies studies studies….nothing more interesting had happened..except that i have attended the primary school gathering last week….which was realy cool..coz got to meet some old friends..catching up..and meeting back those friends..that always tease u in school everyday which are now "fully grown up" and "nice" hahahahha…after the gathering..had my dinner with kim…my best mate..we head to nando’s…coz..i was craving for it..for quite some time..but the weird thing is..the super hot peri peri…is after all..super sour peri peri..instead of hot..haha..but anyways..it was a  nice dinner..catching up..coz….as usual i kinda neglect my friends lately..and they are beginning to label me as "ffk queen" ..(this is bad) hehe..

how was my tests? well..i was really happy with my pharmaco test 1 results…but coming to test2..it sucks…when MCQ comes with me..it just don’t "click"..sigh..but anyways..i won’t let myself get carried away with these..coz..now is a crucial time for me to start preparing the battle of finals…as for the p.chem lab test….i was so nervous on that day..that i have to sms edward just to hear him telling me it will b alright..haha…well..he use to be my "de-stress" friend..and a very good 1…so..he did called up..and tell me..it will be fine..and it won’t be tough…and i am really glad that he told me he did well in his dispensing test..way to go edward!!!!!!!!end up..the test..was not that bad at all..except for the oral prt..the last question…i was kinda blank for a moment..sigh..but overall..i think it was okay…..

time flies…and this coming week..is the study break…and than will be the finals..it seems like just yesterday..i have enter the first class for semester 2…and "blinks" …here comes the end of the semester…these past few days…the ‘lazy bug" has been "biting" me for a while….i took my own sweet time…spent lots of time..on so little things…sigh……i am still watching those dramas on astro..what the heck..but i promise myself i will stop nxt week…hopefully i keep to my promises..hehe…

today is the last lecture…hopefully the lecturers will give more "guidance" for the finals..haha…yaya…i know i might be too dependent on it..but..whatever helps….just take it…..

it’s been a while since i have been updating the blog…well..due to the fact that schedule has been a  bit packed…plus lack of idea what to type in..haha…coz..recently nothing special had happened except more and more tests and exams coming…and my biggest nightmare… the finals in about 3 weeks time…

classes are getting lesser and lesser..well..it is suppose to be a good thing right? stanley and i have been discussing..if classes getting lesser…than..will have more time to hibernate  at home and finish the things that i am suppose to finish..haha..but he told me…coming to class in the morning..will make him more hardworking when get back home..it is true also..coz..sometimes..if no class…there will be 2 possibilities on me…either i am super hardworking…out of sudden..pressuring myself..or i will be daydreaming the whole day..and just wasted all the time..which usually happen on saturday..sigh…wait a minute..today is saturday right?

so..here comes my biggest nightmare..and all of my classmate is in tense mood..everyday..i saw their stress looking  faces… a pile of notes in front of them..all these initiate my study mode….seriously…they always manage to remind me..i must work hard..

everyone around me…is expecting i will pass it without any doubts..and they are expecting me in perth nxt year…seriously..i really wanted to shout and tell the whole world.. i do not wish to dissapoint them..but of course..i don’t make promises that i can’t promise 100% especially promises like these..

someone told me before..when i am in my lowest point…confidence makes a difference…let’s just hope my confidence level right now..does make a difference in my life…