Waiting For Azure - sky..

It’s been a long time..since i have updated myself here..not that i didn’t on9 or what..in fact almost everynite…i am in the cyberworld…checking my status for this n that….finally everything have settled..visa was here too yesterday…..

Recently…have been fulfilling my promises to all my friends…..well..due to the fact that i am the famous ffk queen….hehe..well..i cant help it..i need to make sure i work hard and pass the exam..so…got to put more effort..so now..i am trying my best to meet everyone before i go..:)

everyone had been asking me…Have u pack? have u buy all the stuff?are u ready? when are u flying? are u excited? are u happy??but the truth is…i dun have all the answers to all the questions above..coz deep down….i am really happy…that finally i am going…and have the chance to go….but…another huge part of me..is hesitating..and stopping myself from thinking about what’s going to happen in perth…some of u might think that what to be worrried about? what not to be excited about??

sometimes we just need to walk on..regardless what….coz..u might see another pathway or U-Turn or a round- a - bout..that changes ur life…so..hopefully…i will find  a way that i am hoping for..

have been catching up with my reading..dun worry..is not school text books..or notes..hehe…but…other non- academic -related books.. have tried reading a jodi picoult book..19 minutes..in it..i found a really interesting equation… -H = R/E; where H = happiness, R = reality and E = expectation..how true is the equation? well..to me..it is something unbelievable and quite true….right now..i am in the middle of reading lovely bones….susan said..is very touching due to fact that the writer is seeing death from a different perspective..hopefully it really makes me cry like the "kite runner"

soon..my friends from perth will be heading back one by one..and we are planning to get back together to "play hard" or as ed said adventure.. hehe…ya..it’s been more than a year since we have met…so..i am really looking forward towards it….but…have to make sure that i dun play too hard..coz…i am getting older..hehe..not that young gurl who can stay up late anymore..:0

so..till the next update( which nt sure when) hehe…bye!

Tagged… by emily…after browsing her blog

1. What is your dream during your childhood?

To be able to lead a life without worries (ya..IMPOSSIBLE!!!,humans are born to worry about stuff…hehe)

2. You prefer rainy day or sunny day? and why?

Depends..if i need to go out..sunny..if no need…rainy day will be a good timing to just sit back..relax…and read a book

3. What colour do you like most?

For now…purple….sometimes green

4. What is the last thing you would tell a person you love?

That i don’t regret ever loving him/her/who-ever…:)

5. Which place in the earth do you want to go the most?

Rome…..

6. What would you do when you are in deep sadness?

Putting on my earphone with the saddest song ever…and cry till there are no more tears…

7. What are you afraid of losing in your life?

To be able to love and trust someone….and my confidence

8. If you ever meet someone that you love, what would you do to her/him?

I will look into his eyes..and tell him how i feel…

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.

Emily? well..she is confident…smart…know what she wants…

10.What is the thing that you regret most?

A lot of things…but now..i feel that…things happen for a reason..so i guess..i will choose to learn from it rather than regretting it..

11. Which type of person you hate most?

someone who betray my trust and my love towards them…(regardless who)

12. What is your ambition?

is to be a happy person…at the same time…are able to support my family and myself…..(ya..u got to be rational too at times..hehe)so…still working for it..

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.

Hurting the people around them…physically & emotionally…

14. If a genie appeared in front of you, what would you ask for?

I am not that greedy….each month a wish…hehehehehehe..or better still..each week a wish

15. Have you ever watched a movie alone in cinema? If yes, how did you feel?

Yes….is not really a good feeling…

16. What is the most important thing in your life?

To be able to see the people around me happy and free of worries…

17. When do you wish to settle down?

When i am able to support my parents…and myself….and when i found true love

18. Outer attractiveness or inner attractiveness, which one do you prefer?

If i say inner…u will be thinking…i got to be kidding…if i say outer…u will say i am shallow..hehe…so…50 - 50 for both..than will be perfect..hehe

19. If you ever want to let go something in your life, what would it be?

my negative minded attitude..

20. Love and Money, which one do you prefer?

Both….haha….i am a human after all..

Today..is the third day of 2008…what’s my new year resolution? erm…still thinking…haha..but basically…i just hope that i can stay alive in perth and pass all the exams in third year …and mst importantly..to stay happy always….hehe…ya..me..being ambitious again..though the resolution sounded easy..but the truth is…it is not..

this new year eve..or should i say..on 2007’s new year eve…is  a special one…for the first time..i didn’t sit at home..and watch the people..pushing and shoving through TV..to count down..this time.. i went to experience it myself…well? how was it? to me…one experience is far more than enough….after all i am not that type of gurl who like to be squeeze..together with a bunch of people and keep on looking around to see if anyone is with their "artificial snow can" trying to spray at us…hehe….it was fun…with stuart and san ru…and me of course shouting at each other "becareful! look is behind you!stay close!! come..let’s go there!!"…hehe…sounded like we are in war or something…

my first countdown…was in rain..hehe..luckily..it was just drizzling…sigh..but luckily….we got to see the beautiful fireworks…just above us..that was my first time..looking at the fireworks..so up close…;) therefore..it was not that bad after all..

School have started…so…..i am at home..quite bored..doing nothing..since my bro is not around anymore for me to disturb..hehe..ya..everyone is back to their usual busy life..no more holidays and shopping and playing…..at this time of the year..i wish that i am back at uni….studying…(ya…i know..right now..everyone will bang my head on the wall…the gurl who doesn’t appreciate her holidays..hehe) so..when is my bro going to be home?..