Jul 04 2008
pleasing everyone..
recently…i found out that i gave such a bad impression towards some of my friends…makes me wonder..this is the first time…i felt that i am such a bad friend to be with…
ya..i do know that sometimes..we can’t stop what people think about us…so i try to tell myself..everyone is different i can’t do anything about it..but..seems like the more i ignore..the worst it become…
i do admit that sometimes i do take things for granted until when the time comes..i feel regret….but i am trying my best to make up to it..
recently..i have been asked to think why am i always to be the one to be targetted that i don’t seem to think alike like the others..i dun seem to care about the people around me..i don’t seem to feel grateful…but the truth is…i am not sure why…
it seems like the older i become..the more i wish i had a simple life..the more things are blended to be something complex…
maybe i did something wrong…people thinks i am wrong..but the truth is deep down..i feel that what i did is not a mistake at all…so..i should be saying..who cares rite? but i do care…i am trying to be a better person each day..a better daughter ach day…a better friend each day…but i need time..need tolerance…need no "judgement first, think second attitude" before everyone around me starts to understands me…
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