Waiting For Azure - sky..

A lot of things have been happening lately…. First thing first..i have just came back from my margaret river trip…it was really a blast..considering the fact that I am spending some time to have fun in such a beautiful place with my classmates..without talking anything about studies………….. It was really an eye opening experience…….places that all the while i thought i can just view it through pictures and postcard were actually in front of my eyes…and..i really love the place that we have stayed for 2 night over there…it was a great house…and how i miss the couch and the TV……really wish to carry the couch all the way back in my room..even though there’s no space for it..hehe…

and now..here am i back here..snap back to reality…need to start studying for next wednesday’s exam…..have been telling myself to work hard lately..not been working hard enough….still slaking around…

lots of things in my mind lately…between studies…just few days ago..i just knew that I got the pharmacy job that i have went for interview for last few weeks…I am not sure is a good news or not..when i first knew it..all i can think of it…will i able to cope with it? how am i going to break the news to my classmates? this and that….yeah..i have been thinking and planning how to break the news..since there’s few of us who went for the same interview…coz..to me..i felt that among all of us…the job shouldn’t have been mind..coz in terms of experience and academic wise…i am not really that good…..plus..i am really worry sick that the pharmacist have a high expectation on me which in the end..i won’t be able to give the what she has expected…

Maybe i am thinking too much? trying to read people’s mind too much? I am not sure…maybe I am the complex one here…

All I can do right now is just to try to allocate my time well….try my very best…..and do what i think is right….

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