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Oct 30 2008

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daylight saving..

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Daylight saving is here again..i hate this time of the year…everytime during this period..my sleeping cycle..will go all mess up…seems like everyday..there’s not enough time for me…apparently..daylight saving is to “brain wash” people that the day is still long after working hours..so they have more time to do their “day stuff” (according to david) but to me….those people who are only active when the sun goes down..daylight saving is like a total night mare…

firstly….really really not enough sleep…not sure is it me or what..i felt that..the night is too short..by the time..i finish doing all my stuff..studying..this and that….puff!!! is 2am…and i need to wake up at 7am the next day…so in average..i just slept about 4-5 hours…sigh…..not that i am super hardworking..  ;p according to david…this thing will be abolished soon..yeah..i really hope so..coz i am not sure what is all this about? seems like no point…and is weird too..by 6am…the sky will be all bright….and the funny thing is on the first day of daylight saving…sunday morning..i reached over to my phone ans looked at the time..8.30am..so i was telling myself…well..is time to wake up..but when i was brushing my teeth and looking at myself..i just remember that is actually 9.30am..shit!! and here am i so proud of myself that i have made an effort to wake up earlier..sigh..(even though 8.30 is damn late )

exam is coming soon….this is the last week of uni day for this sem…things are really moving fast……my friends are graduating..and i will be in 4th year ( cross my finger …i will be there)

therefore..need to start kicking my ass..and get to work..

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Oct 26 2008

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tagged by miss wong s khei….

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During dinner…s khei asked me to on9 and checked out the off9 msg in my msn…..this makes me curious….what these all about? can’t say it face to face…mst on9…..aiyoo..when i saw the word…tagged….i was going to click the disconnect button…. :) but than….when i know how pain it is when she whacked me….i have decided to just follow her order :p

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. and so I tag:
susan, rui vern, chee choon, vincent, hannah, gynnette, chooi leng & li teen

2. Describe urself in one word.

doubtful

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
not sure..it depends at that situation

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?

yes..i think

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?

errr…..can we still be friends then? i am glad i say it out..

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?

can u spare 5 minutes for me before i head back?

7. What will u say to a person who doesn’t want to believe u

no use explaining..coz..recently..this is what happen..so i have decided  not to say anything..

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
do we need to learn? it comes naturally..i think

9. What’ your opinion about someone who’s jealous?

they care about me too much

10. Do you have something special with you all the time?

sometimes…is hard for me to find something that i think is special nowadays..i am hard to please..

 
Best place to cry?

in the room..with the saddest song i can find

Who do you love the most?
my family & my closest friends

Tell us of your dream last night?

i am in malaysia with NO NOTES AROUND ME

Ever hated someone so bad?

i think not hate..just want to avoid to be with that person…..

The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?

i have give the lamest excuse ever..and i have repeated the excuses

The last person you had a beer with?
wine…with skhei..gynette..rachel and chooi leng

The last person you went to the movies with?

i think is batman..with ed..sharlyn..edwin..and sharlyn’s friend

The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
for today? my dad

The last person you hugged?

i don’t remember..is it susan or skhei? hehe

The last person you yelled at?
edward…haha..coz..i was feeling angry at someone else..and i have asked his permission to be yelled at :)
In the last week have you kissed someone?
nope

Danced crazy?

nope

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
coz..no one believe me when i am telling the truth..

If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
a magic pill…which i can forget everything that is unhappy….just take 1 daily

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
rome

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?

my brother ;)

Are you old fashioned?

depends on what kind of issue

What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
something or someone that u knew that u should try have try harder on..

Five facts About Me:-

getting older

not that cheery anymore

trying to survive in this course

care too much on people around me

never ever make promises now..
- Five things that i have in my mind right now:-

exam

exam

exam

exam

home
- Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:

raymond lam’s - fong sau
all the jay’s songs on his new album (thanks to sze khei) :) 

 

Three Things I treasure in My Life:-
family…closest friends…happiness even though is a small matter

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Oct 10 2008

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new look..new updates…new path..new life

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Not sure when was the last time i have updated the blog….but with this new look…here am i..back..talking bt my new life…or should i say a new pathway for me…

have just started working..in fact it has been 1 month..come to think of it..time sure flies…with all the working…studying…tests…project…my hands…brain…time..are pretty much full..

i should have been studying right now..due to the fact that monday will be my worst nightmare..the pharmacotherapy mid term is finally here..with so many things to “swallow” into my brain..with so little time..plus…tomorrow is working day..i should be on my notes now…

but lately…not sure if it is the tiredness …or something else…i am feeling really space out..and bored and tired with all the things around me….there’s one night..i start to tell myself…i won’t be a good pharmacist at all in the future….come to think of it..will i be a pharmacist? i am not too sure about it..working..has not increase my confidence at all in believing the fact that i can contribute to the community pharmacy..in fact it scares the hell out of me….i know everything comes with responsibility which we can’t run away from it..but this is really a different scenerio…the fact that it is not like an exam..where u can just simply write an answer which u think might be the closest thing to the right answer, hoping that the lecturer will at least give u half out of full marks…in practical….is just between right or wrong..black and white..there’s no guessing..no grey section…

sometimes..i think that i am really a terrible friend at times..always telling my friends that i won’t let them down..in the end..i am the one..who let people down the most…i am not really a person to count on at times…i can just cancel on appointments..promises…at very last minutes..till now…they are still forgiving me..but when will these last? i am not sure..but seriously…i do not wish to betray the trust that have been given on me..believe me..i am trying my very best…

gosh..what have i done lately? besides letting people down..and letting myself done..i have done nothing at all..sigh…once again i have lost myself in the midst of all the troubles..

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