Oct 10 2008
new look..new updates…new path..new life
Not sure when was the last time i have updated the blog….but with this new look…here am i..back..talking bt my new life…or should i say a new pathway for me…
have just started working..in fact it has been 1 month..come to think of it..time sure flies…with all the working…studying…tests…project…my hands…brain…time..are pretty much full..
i should have been studying right now..due to the fact that monday will be my worst nightmare..the pharmacotherapy mid term is finally here..with so many things to “swallow” into my brain..with so little time..plus…tomorrow is working day..i should be on my notes now…
but lately…not sure if it is the tiredness …or something else…i am feeling really space out..and bored and tired with all the things around me….there’s one night..i start to tell myself…i won’t be a good pharmacist at all in the future….come to think of it..will i be a pharmacist? i am not too sure about it..working..has not increase my confidence at all in believing the fact that i can contribute to the community pharmacy..in fact it scares the hell out of me….i know everything comes with responsibility which we can’t run away from it..but this is really a different scenerio…the fact that it is not like an exam..where u can just simply write an answer which u think might be the closest thing to the right answer, hoping that the lecturer will at least give u half out of full marks…in practical….is just between right or wrong..black and white..there’s no guessing..no grey section…
sometimes..i think that i am really a terrible friend at times..always telling my friends that i won’t let them down..in the end..i am the one..who let people down the most…i am not really a person to count on at times…i can just cancel on appointments..promises…at very last minutes..till now…they are still forgiving me..but when will these last? i am not sure..but seriously…i do not wish to betray the trust that have been given on me..believe me..i am trying my very best…
gosh..what have i done lately? besides letting people down..and letting myself done..i have done nothing at all..sigh…once again i have lost myself in the midst of all the troubles..
One response so far
dear dun stress urself up
i dun agree with u that in practical there’s only black and white in treating the patient condition
in facts, and in most of the time, we actually jz try our best to gain as much information we can and make a conclusion that has the greatest chance that closest to the real condition and get the patient to trial an error
for example, when u not sure patient is suffering from allergy rash or fungal infection —- ASK THEM TRY
when patient not sure what antihistamine work well for them —- GET THEM TRY !!!!!!
haha eventually u will surprised ‘how hard’ they have to try