Nov 17 2008
when is it going to end…??????
“just blink” everything will be over…this is what i have told sze khei on the first day of our final paper….outside the exam hall..true to my words..time passes really ..i mean it..really really quick…BLINK! i am here…today..or should i say..yesterday…at 11.30 am sharp….i ahve finished my final paper for 3rd year as pharmacy student… not including the oral exam that i am going to have on thurs…sigh..when is it going to end??? i really really need my break…
so..how’s the 4 papers? everyone have been asking…seriously i am not sure….it started off okay..than it went down a bit..than…..it go slightly unsatisfied a bit more..and it shoot up on the last day..yeah…a pretty drastic graph..i know…not sure why..i have this uneasy feeling with me since the 2nd paper till now…gynnete have been telling me to stop thinking bt it..but everynight before i sleep..i will be thinking of it….sometimes i hope god knows i just want to go 4th year….no expectation of really really good results…hope he will grant me this wish…my early b’day wish..i know is still too early to wish though 
yesterday was my dad’s b’day….i remember it….though i am busy with the exams and work..but…….after the last paper..and with all the working and stuff..i forget..lucky for me..my beloved brother texted me..and remind me..hehe…well….i told him.. i remember..but he insisted that i have forgotten….yeah..and in the end…i have called my dad almost 9pm at night..and i know is too late to wish him by than..i am suppose to be the first 1 to wish him…such a bad daughter..and my dad’s first sentence is “i thought u have forgotten” it hit me hard..really hard..it sounded like my dad is waiting for my call …and i feel really guilty for letting him waiting for it for the whole day..so sorry for that…
yeah..suppose to be studying for the oral now..so need to stop..but my fingers are itching..have syptoms…wanted to type something..haha..so now..i have got my “relief”…
and once again..congrats to all my friends who finally graduated from this evil pharmacy course….and having heaps of evil exams…stress moments…with this course..not sure how much of sacrifices…tears….and…sweats ( i think..hehe) they have poured in…so..i am really happy for them….and they are starting their celebration now..wish i could have join them…when is my celebration going to start???? 
2 responses so far
o dear, wish that u was here jz now….
it went great, doesnt mean to make u envy but still i hope u can join us
by the way i’m goin to do the ‘tag’ thingy now see! i still rmb..